What is your twin flame story?
11.06.2025 16:59
He thought I was doing okey without him not knowing it was a pretense
He made sure I didn't lack anything ,
Live the life you can be proud of n if you find that you're not, you can try again.
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It's like this panic takes your grace n beauty reason we call it purging.
I have no regrets 😊 😊
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He started blaming me for so much ,he began looking for ways to end it,even if it meant making me feel bad provided I'd leave him.
He even asked for my advise to move on like I had
He was the lamp through which I was able to see myself.
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When your body want to purge all that enormous negative energy,
It was a time of confusion n denial n betrayal,a test of our love which was to usher the greatest pain in human history……(the separation, running n chasing n the DNOTs).
He started to talk more n more about his wife,
We became each other's focus project and aim.
N when I typed those replies my fingers would tremble,my heart racing
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That I was a beautiful woman
Thank you for loving me wholly n selflessly
It's like I had waited all my life to hear this voice
What is one thing which you cannot stop however hard you try?
It's now 2025,a healed woman ,a blessed woman living her dreams ,not yet there but am progressing for sure.
To my surprise,
I too looked for ways to make him jealous
Why do some guys treat girls so badly?
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Didn't think we'd be more, not one bit,
That meant making difficult decisions even if one of us would be hurt
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Blessings
My heartbeats would increase, beat abnormally just to see a message from him n I'd reply quickly,
( Our connection was realized after that first call n texts that would follow)
Why is social media so anti-fee speech, and have they become total BS?
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( if he didn't call or text me n if I was never to see him again, I'd have escaped the tf journey bcoz our first meeting didn't leave an impact at all)
We stood there,looking at each other for a few minutes before hugging again n saying nothing at all,the kind of nothing that meant everything , n from that moment on,we became inseparable.
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At this moment,
Every man would be happy to have me n get married to me, all this, so I could leave him and have a life,
Am living for this woman who has endured so much,to me,this woman is a hero n am so proud of her,she has beat all odds to be here today.
This journey has driven me closer to the devine n if that was its purpose,
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For the Iove i wholeheartedly poured into you. I hope it has fueled you to purpose….something you can be proud of.
I couldn't reach him,no calls no texts ,no saying anything,no closure no reason ….
Live long !!
I have kept the last quote you sent me n here it is;
NOW,
Though he wanted me out of his life ,he couldn't bear to see me with someone else
He then again texted a good morning on Monday and we started talking from there,
When you're loved right, you bloom!
Becoz he didn't want me to leave home or be stressed with anything
But every single night,past 3am,there we were, typing n deleting,unable to sleep thinking about each other,
We didn't spare each other a bruise or blow,we felt it'd would make us hate each other n leave this bond n move on with our lives just like we had been doing in our previous relationships,
I remember when I met him, on a Sunday,
What I saw in him ,
I really longed for this man ,this specific stranger….he was making me feel things I had never felt before n I wanted to explore him,every bit of him…
He had made mistakes in the last 3 months n he felt it was time to right them
We could call each other n disconnect upon hearing that voice on the other side
None of it was working coz I still loved wanted n needed him n wasn't afraid to tell him exactly what he meant to me n this didn't go well with his plans n so he chose a replacement to either make me feel jealous n end our connection or for him to move on n forget me…
Ours was a day well spent , n to meet again,that would be in his terms.
It was anything goes, just to get rid of each other permanently
The replacement was my lookalike
Love n light.
He set me free n he was the catalyst for my rebirth
I'd re-read our messages one by one n that became my passion,to look at his pictures,check whether he was online or a text from him,
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I started feeling empty little by little n whatever we were doing to each other was hurting n driving each other to the far edge,
You could literally hear my heart beats from a mile
You will be thankful grateful n changed.
From that good morning message,to calls during the day to hundreds of texts,we spent the whole of Monday together,he at the office and me at home but binded as one,connected by a fiery energy n all this seemed like a fairytale,a dream or a scripted movie …..it was a fantasy!
U understand who we are in your own way
Didn't know he'd call/text again n also
N I too felt like a girl who had hit adolescent, was undergoing puberty n infatuation all at the same time.
Keep going ,keep healing n keep the faith.
He too loved me ,there was no second guessing
It was like a bride waiting for the groom at the altar shaking n shivering unsure if he'd turn up or whether he changed his mind n that'd surely kill me.
Apart physically but together spiritually and emotionally
I'd rather when we were in the confusion mode coz at least I knew what he was thinking about n his feelings
From Waking each other up to checking up on each other during the day, knowing if the other had eaten….I started trusting him,I knew where he would be n at what time of the day doing what n with who. I found no single fault in him,he was pure perfection.
Like a wild fire spreading fast
Everything had gone.
My heart was misbehaving n never in my life had I felt like this before.
I radiated in all angles,I felt like an angel 😇 n I was astonishingly beautiful,I was glowing ,my heart had finally found it's match it was truly amazing
It was a period of confusion and learning more about this connection n journey that was starting
But even on this one, he was unable to get me out of his system.
He actually called to ask if I got home safe n that's when i saved his number,
He'd tell me that he felt alone in “ this”
But now,
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It was killing me every time I saw him with someone else but I had a lot of pride ,
He even joked about feeling like a teenager all over again
Didn't put any thought into it,
Seeing him walk through the door,my heart jumped n I stood up to greet him ,we hugged n kissed n for as long as I'll live,I'll never be able to explain what happened in that very moment coz it had me asking him “ what is happening to me” and he corrected me by saying…..” to us” n I smiled 😀
He became all I was living for, just to open my WhatsApp page n see him online my heart would skip a beat ,I felt like he saw me through,there was nowhere to hide .
His breathing over the phone,every sentence he made,the way he spoke….I fell hard for him n fast
He complained about me messing up his life ,
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He loved my voice n had said he was drawn to me in ways he couldn't even explain
To tell you the truth,3 days of talking to this man had us fall hopelessly in love n I knew deep in my soul that this was true love,
We both had the answers yet we only met on Sunday n because we couldn't wait any longer,
He was coz he called to ask what that meant n I acted like I didn't care coz he too was seeing someone ,
It was in my happiest era
When he realized he hadn't been himself for quite sometime n needed to breath n focus.
Knowing we're under the same sun is ENOUGH!!
He too became obsessed with me….. I could tell.
There'll be turbulence n I was hit by a physical skin disease, lost too much weight and depression strike….I too lost myself along with him
I felt beautiful inside n out
I want to recall 3 months later when things became bad n messy for us, 😢
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My body temperature unbalanced
I know u been through your fair share of tribulations
NOTE:
May the hands of the devine keep you safe from danger
I know you've accepted this love .
I never lost words to say to him
I acted like it was nothing but was so broken inside
When he realized who he was,
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I couldn't wait to reply to his messages whenever he sent them
Damn it There was something about his voice,so deep n so powerful!
Then came Tuesday,Doubled
N though, you might not know about tfs,
I felt seen n loved n enough n complete!!
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I wish you nothing but the very best
It was too much of obsession,like cocaine high,
SO,
Still,it didn't work.
We planned for a date on Thursday early morning.
The foundation of our love was built on Monday unknowingly.
I was so so connected to the stranger and we both missed each other terribly
It has made me wiser,a more rounded human being,I know who I am ,am in love with the lady I see staring back at me in the mirror n I wanna take care of her n protect her at all cost
I love him ( I love you John) n am so grateful that u agreed to do this for me.
( If only he was in this platform,maybe one day he'll follow me here through the guidance of the devine n if it happens,listen to Luke combs (“ love you anyway” )
You will remain lost till you surrender n that was my escape which takes time effort n acceptance
Confusion was at its peak n finally he run unable to sum up everything that was happening n this was the last thing my soul wasn't prepared for.
A father and a husband n chose to drop everything,
Am so proud of you n the man i know you've become,
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This was emotional damage n it was draining….
It was mutual,we both knew it,there was no question about it.
He questioned why I loved him,
This was happening fast
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Forever n ever n ever!
Regarding my tf, the love he poured to me, will be enough to see me through a lifetime
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This few days had been feeling great,with high spirits n zest for life
I need you to live even if that life won't be spent with me
We spent like a month trying all means to hurt each other.
Waiting for him to arrive was like waiting for the biggest miracle of my life ,
Well,
The panic was real,
You have 💯 changed this woman n I truly hope when it's time for you to step in the podium,
I don't even know how to explain it,
It's like my blood pressure was high
I will always love you.